this is it!

I've been studying for 15 years. Now, I am in my 3rd year college life. I still have 1 year left in my school life. Am I excited? Should I feel nervous?

Now that I am in 3rd year, life is like an obstacle. Hell yeah! This is it! I can feel it. I am loaded of school works, school works that I never had before. I always study. Before, I just open my books a night before the major exam and long quizzes. Now, every week I have to scan my notes. I never imagine myself to be like this. I am very stressed already.

Because I am an information technology student, my professor in math expects that her class is good in math. Unfortunately, I am not. I am worried that I may fail that subject (*knocked on the wood*). Numbers make me feel dizzy. I am not great in this. I hope I can be like my friend Terry, who is really a genius in math. I don't understand why do we have to study things like that. Physics is also one of my problem. It is purely computation. It gave me a headache!

Major subjects are easy compare to my minors. I do not understand why? I am craving for higher grades this semester, but I think I am not able to have that. Oh my!

But I will still do my super duper very very best to pass all of my subject with an excellent grades. I must. This is really is it. I will do it with fun of course. I have to enjoy studying while I can. I should spend my precious time in school with fun. Oh yeah, with fun. God bless me!

Panaginip o Bangungot?

Madalas ka bang managinip gaya ko? Matino ba ang napapanaginipan mo? Ako? Parang hindi. Hindi ko kasi maintindihan eh. Natatakot tuloy ako.

Walang araw sa loob ng isang linggo na hindi ako nananaginip tungkol sa ngipin ko. Tama. Sa ngipin ko. Laging may nangyayari sa ngipin ko. Kung hindi nangangalay, nabubungi. Natatakot ako kasi baka sa paggising ko mawala na talaga ng tuluyan ang iniingat-ingatan kong ngipin. Minsan sa panaginip ko, hinahabol ko ang dentista, pero di ko maabutan. Minsan, darating na mga friends at classmate ko tapos bigla na lang mawawala ang ngipin ko sa unahan. Minsan, ngingiti ako, wala na pala ako ngipin. Nakakabaliw na mag-isip kung bakit ako nananaginip about sa ipin, hindi ko naman yun iniisip bago ako matulog, pero yun ang lumalabas sa panaginip ko.

Sabi nila, pagnanaginip ka daw tungkol sa ngipin, may mamamatay daw, kaya dapat kumagat ka sa matigas pagkagising mo para maiwasan ang pagpanaw ng kakilala mo. Yun ang ginagawa ko, nakakasawa na nga eh kaya tinigil ko na. Fortunately, wala naman namamatay samen. Hindi ako masyadong naniniwala sa mga old beliefs pero, wala naman masama diba?

I can't imagine myself without a teeth. It is a very important thing about me. Since, I was a child my mom is very strict concerning our teeth. She keep on reminding us about brushing our teeth three times a day or more.

Can you interpret my dream? Help!